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Friday, June 10, 2005

...i said what i said, i know what i know...

this week has either been really eventful and busy, or really dumb and lazy, i can't really tell. Basically, I've had no time....to do anything. ballet 1-3 5 days a week is hard, and add driver's ed, that erases 6 hrs from my time per week, so yeah, no time. at least not enough in terms of how summer goes.

And notice that i am not in France *grrr* although i don't think i would want to be in France right now, on the trip. But i really really really love France. And I want to go there again at some point. The other day, we were driving down....some street out pretty country-ish going to countryside I think, and we passed this field and my mind transformed it into a field of sunflowers and i breathed in and i had this huge and irresistible urge to be in France. It was surreal. and then also, my mind sort of refused to breathe Illinois air for a couple of seconds. so at that time, being in France was necessary to my life's continuation. which is um scary.

Since it's summer, I remember my dreams now! this is a definite upside. although they have been quite bizarre....haha okay very bizarre. I forgot most of them but I will try to post some if I can.

Oh yes and I got my permit *excitement*. I ....think I like driving? It was sorta fun but I don't like other cars, because i mess up and then i am in the middle of the road. actually this only happened once, so I'm okay. Once my dad actually teaches me how to drive I think I'll be uber-okay. Cuz my mom's kinda crazy. yeahhhh.

Other excitement in Noam's life? yes, ACT tomorrow. yumyum.

Haha, and i have to teach continuing ballet for Daniela next week, and i am sooo sorry for them because no offense to Daniela, or the art of ballet in general, but the first couple years of ballet are sooooo boring! wtf! why do people stick with this? why did I stick with this? omg. like now, in my class, we do fun stuff, or we do stuff that you really have to focus on and you feel accomplished when you have control and have done something well. but my gosh. 16 counts of like....really really slow moving legs, to be followed by another 16 counts. and another! its terrible. and they're kids! that should be at the pool or eating ice cream or running through sprinklers or making grass angels! oh dear. Ballet is wonderful later on, but i feel sorry for them nonetheless.

So. French trip has left. German trip left yesterday. Japan trip on monday...um i think that's it at least for uni people. some dance people going on vacation...well emily's on the japan trip. and she is supposed to investigate all this Japan dance stuff for Christine. i wonder if sensei ever took ballet hahaha. There is a little Japanese boy in the 3-4 yr. old class that doesn't speak english so they have to figure out how to say listen to your teacher and sit down and be quiet. well, i even theoretically know sit down but yeah.

humdedum. yep. need to sign some more yearbooks. hehe, a bit overdue but thats okay. need to think..what to write. yay.

gooooooodnight. or morning, whichever you prefer.