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"Noam moaned," moaned Noam.

Friday, May 13, 2005

...bye bye miss american pie...

stuck in head. i didn't even hear it!

Dude, i'm soo going to big show tomorrow. the only problem is, it will be right after ballet rehearsal (omg, annoying audience!!!!!) and i will be gross and stuff. OH WELL. i *need* to see big show.

stuck in head.

hmmm what stuff has happened in my life lately you ask? nothing really. whoa, i just looked over and i saw a haggadah on the desk here, that was cowritten by someone named Noam, and it freaked me out. it always freaks me out when i see "Noam" written out because its so...not common. yay. Noam Chomsky is cool. heh, blog name. additionally, everyone thinks my name backwards in moan. well, its not. ha. its maon. which means shelter in hebrew. hopefully i am more shelter-like than moany. :)

we have lots of hwk. and next week is recital week so basically i am SCAREWWWWWWWED. but, i'll survive. 11+3 more days!



can't believe we'll be seniors next year. its gone by so fast, yet so slowly. i remember the first day of subbie year as if it were yesterday, but most details about the year itself are blurry. and people (including myself) have changed so much. wow, so much. it's funny, some people i can remember clearly, how they were subbie year, even how they were in like 3rd/4th grade (go yankee ridge!) . but some, not really. but i definitely know they have changed.

i know many more people than i thought i would, but i have forgotten some people. I don't remember who i used to hang out with. and i really really don't remember what i used to do after school. cuz i didn't have as much dance, and no way did i have as much hwk (no jockusch), and i didn't talk to people on the phone. or on aim. what the hell did i do??? maybe i read. no...not for that amount of time. i seriously have no idea, this freaks me out.

sometimes i want to leave school already and go out to start anew and stop having to be so restrained. but other times....i dunno. i still feel like a kid. and i want my friends, and even though i think i'm not, i really am rather attached to my way of life. the other day i realized that when i go to college, i will really miss my brother. *cry*. yes of course i will miss my parents and sister extremely, but my brother and i have an unstated connection, a sort of invisible love. we don't hang around eachother 24/7, but when we do we are AWESOME. and he's really cool. i really do like him, if i were his age and not his sister, i would try to hang out with him as much as possible. i think he would qualify as my favorite weirdo ;). wayyy better than dimitri and domier COMBINED. hahahahaha. ehem.

yeah so. edo. is cool. and noam will go to college. hah, if i get in.

and to do so i have to ace math, hence do this weekends hwk! (wow, good segway)

byebye peeps.