...face the direction you are going...

*sigh* today was a sucessful day. Peter and the wolf rocked. We seriously did. I really like CRYBP (chrisine rich youth ballet project) because it is so...familylike. haha better than my family. I don't know I just love hanging out with everyone. we rock man. HUNTER POWER. and others rock too.

dude the math was hottly awesome

i have absolutely nothing to say. so i will leave. but man i want to talk to people. like actually have a decent conversation with someone for once. doodley doo and toodles.

...the house is literally shaking...

man my sister and her billions of annoying bouncy little friends...they are running around downstairs, hence this post's title. But there is cake!!! OMFG. If I go downstairs to get some cake, I might just die in a stampede!!! It is a real life situation of "cake or death" heehee. "so my choice is 'or death'?" Eddie Izzard is hottly awesome. totemo hyperchouette. the cake or death thing also somehow came up in history, so angelina and I were like...Eddie Izzard!

I am sooo screwed for dance. I need these mazurka boots, and there aren't any...the person I lent mine to won't answer, and the person I was gonna borrow from lost hers.... AAAAA. I hate when this kinda stuff happens. To quote my mom "as if you needed any more worries". Yet she seems to be mad at me about this...hmm.

Guess what I need? A party. Late night aim parties work too... (or do they? MOMIER IS A BUM). I'm on fire and now I think I'm ready to bust a move, check it out I'm rockin' steady to the beat in my head it goes oh oh oh oh I know that she's the only one, I'd rather waste our time together yeah, cuz we can get down. Betty won't stop listening to modern rock OH!

Okay peoples calc calls! actually it doesn't ever CALL per se, I just get bored enough with my procrastination that I go for masochism. Okay it's not THAT bad. jjk.

...i HATE college...

Noam: So, are we doing the sunday thing?
Ariana: No. HOWEVER, people in germany garden in the nude!

starting off this joyous post with a quote. HOWEVER, I hate my life.
EVERYTHING I DO IS EXTREMELY AWFUL BECAUSE I HAVE THE WORST PRIORITIES EVER AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IS RIGHT FOR ME AND I SHOULD LISTEN TO MY PARENTS BECAUSE THEY KNOW WHAT IS RIGHT AND WHEN I DON'T AGREE WITH THEM IT MEANS I WILL DIE BECAUSE I WILL NOT WIN MATH COMPETITIONS SO THEREFORE I WILL WORK AT MCDONALDS AND DIE. Or so they say.

okay i'm done shouting now. But that is seriously the situation. And has there been a night when my parents stopped yelling at me? And they literally make me cry wayyy too much. As parents, arent they here to support me and make me feel good about myself? bullshit. they are here to yell and put me on the track to a harvard degree with lots of math, which will lead to a very sucessful job, but a very depressed adult. I want to go to college and be successful and all that wonderful stuff, but shouldnt i be allowed to have fun along the way??? omg. I totally don't like this at all.

dude okay on a lighter note, I now have SNs for all these 11 and 12 year olds at my studio, and they are HILARIOUS online. lots of 'lol's and 'jk's and !!!!!! s. and really crazy people. I was rofling just talking to them.

but now it is time to ROFTACIA (so i stole something from domier but dude he forgot the 'in')
Toodles.

...walking through a winter wonderland...

More like "holy crap it's freezing". hehe.

Well, yesterday was FUN. It was such a crazy day man. First of all, I go to take the SAT and it was FREEZING in the room. Angelina and I had fun reading the quotes in the room (don't worry about the world ending today, its already tomorrow in Australia--Charles Schulz) *Ariana note that I spelled tomorrow correctly* And Farid and his remote controlled watch....hilarious. The uni crowd at the SAT was totally the best, we seemed to be having slightly more fun than everyone else. I DO not know why. The test itself was not too bad, i dont know. I was soo hungry though.

So then I go back home and my parents start yelling at me. Like they were in a bad mood, but I...didn't answer the phone because the caller id said it was my mom's friend, so i handed it to her, but the answering machine had picked up, so AAAAAH freakout. And then my dad asked me about the physics final, and i said i dont know, but i guess it took me too long to tell him that i was gonna go see the test at lunch on monday or something, so he didnt know? I have absolutely no idea, but eventually their conclusion is that I am just really hard to talk to lately and basically am being an awful teenager. WELL I WONDER WHYYYYYYY. So that made me really upset.

Straight to ballet....where we discovered that being hunters (peter and the wolf) is going to our heads...we are becoming real life hunters. We are doing kind of a comical version, and the hunters are REALLY dumb. like REALLY REALLY dumb. so then we were trying to do the dance, and we kept going to the wrong places, and bumping into eachother....GIFTED.

Then....time to make dinner time...and shower time (sp) . wow i really do have inside jokes about everything. Then winter formal of course.

AAAAH okay so i was really stressed, forgot my dress (yes mo you may make fun of me now...) and then my dad brought it to Becca's. we got all pretty and went to the dance, where we found out we were the ONLY juniors there. Colette, Becca, Noam. It was pathetic man, we were like, hmm lets not dance. Oh wait domier too haha. and yeah taking this time to apologize to Momier for friday night dumbness....meeeep. omfcry. I really am sorry, I didn't want anything bad to happen.

Okay so dance, can we say 7 vomits? and that one great air-drawing ARIANA. jjk its okay. Rose and Stephen were cute. And it was an okay dance overall. Then there were cheese fries. mmmmmm. so yucky but sooo good. oooh ooh ooh quote:

"If you publicly apologize ONE MORE TIME...."--Meeee to ariana.

Okay dudes peace out. and lots o' love.

...attentat means attempt in french...

I feel really... slow. Not in terms of getting a joke or something, but that is the only way I can describe my mood right now. It's like I'm in shock, kinda sad, but not depressed, just kinda...blah. French class today freaked me out. And its really gray outside, it needs to either be brighter or just rain. I don't like when the weather is like "well I'm lazy you don't get rain but you can look out the window and see the yuckiness if you want, ha ha." Hehe I'm sure that is just what the weather is saying right now.

On a lighter note, the math test was...good. Isn't that insane? I totally got included in the Lillian/Mo tradition/superstition to get an A, I think it may have worked. On all three of us. And of course the wonderful desk arrangements, and I don't even remember if I used a lucky pencil or not, omg. And Lillian is sooo in my math and physics classes now, but not history or english. Wow its like she switched from humanities to math/science. That's cool. totemo hyperchouette.

Dudes I totally get to go see a ballet tonight!!! St. Petersburg too!!! omg. AND I have like no homework. Only math. and some french reading, that now I actually for the first time feel compelled to do. But there is always 4th. never mind there isn't. AAAh my schedule is soooo different. jjk it is really the same, only genetics and lunchbuddies were added. Haha lunchbuddies: the class.

Allrighty I am in a slightly better mood now, how emotional AM I man?

P.S. I am not talking about the french thing, at least not on here. Because I do not want to treat it like a rumor. I am sure that you gossip-hungry people will figure it out ;)

dude people, aim doesn't work. I don't know why. Oh well math homework SO beats aim.

...math jokes make me rofl...

person A: do you already know the latest stats joke?
person B: probably....

hahahaha that is so lame and cheesy and mathalicious. I love it.

Man this week...is over. *sigh* what a "wonderful" week....argh sooo stressful. Not only the PHYSICS finals (!!), but math homeworks every night (what a surprise) and some dance along the way make my time oh so used up. Lillian and I were talking about this experiment thing where they gave stressed/not stressed rats cocaine. That resulted in the quote "are YOU on stress?". yep guys stress is totally a drug. Not only that, but the expulsion situation stressed the school out not to mention pissed Noam off... I don't know why I am so mad about this but I am. Let me make a list of why I hate Uni's administration:

-They screwed Lillian's schedule up so that now not only is she not in our coolio math class but she is also no longer in english with me!!!!omg freakout!!!! I will miss her soo much. also they won't let her get into genetics with me. can't they put her in instead of *name omitted* 7 vomits? Arg.

-They won't let me switch out of chorus. Actually they technically let me, but kovacs wrote a note on the chorusless schedule saying that she has to check into how the credits work...wtf? hasn't she done this a bajillion times? i just don't get it.

-the expulsion thing. DUMB DUMB DUMB. too dumb for dumb club. and no further comments.

okay time for some quotes. this week I have been writing everything down, funny or not, so forgive me if this is just baaaad.


"If I had a code name, I wish it were shithead!"--Sara

Lillian: I'm hungry.
Me:Well I'm....YOUR MOM!

"So when the ball reaches its peak, you reach your peak too?" --Farid asking Ray about physics.

"Before you know it, you're staring up into salvation!"--Ray

"The idea behind building churches is to have them not accelerate"--Ray

Ellen: Do you ever have dreams that you're related to people at Uni?
Me: Uh...nope!

"I feel like crap. Crap baked in an oven and crapped on by an elephant." --Becca after the physics final



That was fun! Yeah I was slaphappy, especially during french class with rachel, what else is new....

"We put the crack in 'crack us up' !"--Moi

Allrighty dudes time to make snack time....

...some quotes because I enjoy procrastination...

"the fishies would die...and my daughter would cry"--Ray

"you guys have been sniffing snow!"--Lopez

*after charades for "melodramatic" using cello sounds like melo-*
Mr. Rayburn: ...to try at the heart's strings.
Farid: like cello...that's cellodramatic!

"Don't you just hate PEOPLE?"--Spencer

Mr. Rayburn: Violence is NEVER the answer!
Alejandra: Actually...


okay so they are only funny in context. like your MOM last night! There are old physics ones in my notebook that I am discovering. but they are for another day/quotebook.

...movie or play?...

OMG I found my flowchart ruler this is the best day of my life.
JJK guys. although it was exciting.

Arrg CERTAIN people in my physics class were pissing me off about the whole signing-the-petition thing. Alright so it was not a good thing to do but they made it sound like that was the most evil thing that anyone could have done in the world and how can Uni HAVE these AWFUL people? OMG lets freak out I'm sure they are terrorists or something. WTF? Hehe okay it was totally not that bad at all. well tough, exaggeration is fun.

Physics physics physics lalala I am SCaaaaRoooED. I think I can get like...an 80ish type thing and still get an A? That's good because avec some studying I should get at least a low A....right? Or not.

Today in French we watched the end of that movie "Le Dernier Metro". My god it made us think a lot. Because the deal is, the whole movie is about WWII but more specifically this theater where the owner/director dude is Jewish so he "went to South America" aka the cellar. And his wife (co-owner of theater and main actress in the plays) is hiding this, and eventually she falls in love with the co-star in the play that they are doing. And ya know lots-o-plot and the director (in hiding) says "I am thinking of a new play to produce, you will be a cruel woman in it." and also he knows that she is falling in love with the other dude. And so then at the very end there is documetary like stuff about the end of the war, time passes etc. And then.... she goes into a hospital and says like "I think about you all the time...blahblah and it's okay he is gone now..." dun dun dun. So we all think it is real but then...the AUDIENCE (which we didn't know existed) starts clapping, and the play is over etc. so the dilemma is... was the whole movie a play? Or was this the play where she is the cruel woman? like cuz she loves the actor? omg it was so confusing and philosophical, so then we watched the hospital scene again, which is on stage you later find out right? BUT THE PEOPLE THROUGH THE WINDOWS MOVE. like in a play it would just be painted? omg. so weird....

whoa that was long. and I'm sure it made tons of sense. So with that I leave you to....physics!!!


P.S. ray has aim!!! (sn: RayYo1k)

...anyway the wind blows...

ARG I lost my FLOWCHART RULER. This is the worst day of my life.

Also there is a history test. And I HATE HISTORY.

Also I have to finish the math from last night arg.

Let me list the reasons why my life sucks....Actually its not that bad HOLY CRAP. there was lightning and it lit up ...the whole WORLD i'm sure. James K. Polk was the democratic incumbent in 1848, in case you needed to know.

Okay this is a lame attempt to keep this blog from being...LAME!!!! Who's up for a party on sunday? I am totally gonna start planning it like now. So come.

Love and Toodles!

...february of last year...

doodley doodley doo. My tap dance is SOOOOO cool. Like its pretty awesome. And today in tap, I was really excited about it, as was everyone else, and the combination of that (yes I said combination) plus the fact that Michelle was next to me and she CRACKS ME UP made me REALLY HYPER. Also this was directly afterschool, where there were a lot of inside jokes (surprise surprise!) dude. surprise is an inside joke too. OMFG this needs to stop right now. Its getting crazy. It is also very dirT. SEEEE? I can't do it!!!!!Arg. I actually deserve a fist in your gut now, it is crazy. I can't keep track of them all. If there is a word that isn't funny, I connect it to something else that I have an inside joke with. It's like a DISEASE. OMG that is an inside joke. FRAME INSIDE JOKE!!! HOLY CRAP SHUT UP NOAM. hehe okay. See? I am crazy. guess what I need RIGHT NOW. SUMMER SUMMER SUMMER SUMMER SUMMER. This is because lately I have had only 3 moods. really happy/hyper, sad/ono my life is in ruins (hehe can you tell that is not my mood now?) and tired. So no school totally cures the tired thing. happy hyper, well that will increase (hopefully) in the summer but that is okay. I will be allowed to be happy hyper. And sad...well tof. I will deal with it, maybe I will be less sad over the summer. because cold+school+lack of time for social life is very depressing. in fact...MAJORLY DEPRESSING. So go see Sam Smith...vomit. Certain unnamed person who I am sure doesnt read this but oh well...7 vomits. Yes that was...Julie Phelps?

Time to sleep time!

P.S. Ariana don't feel depressed/angry that I am much more moody. Because it is true but not your fault. Do you like how I predicted that? If you comment about this and I see a hint of self-blame....then fir. nm not true. (figure it out....)

P.P.S. Dear Domier. My arm hurts. you suck.

P.P.P.S hehehe I should just not have ended the post. Aaaanyways. this weekend is 3 days!!!!OMG I want to watch a movie. Whoever wants to come see a movie at my house is officially invited. (once more I hope that ...phelps...doesnt read this...) And yes. possibly firthy goodness? or izzardy goodness? or something. otherwise I predict what I will do. sit on aim with nobody online while my father yells to do AMC/SAT/ACT/other fun stuff. also dress-shopping! but I am already doing that..monday methinks. Again love and bye.

...alone 2ge+her...

we really need to work this out people. tof rocks, we all know that.
So all emotions aside (yeah that's easy to do) let's just say we are back together and that's that. we can talk about problems later. How does that sound as a plan? The problems that caused the resignation (that I'm not gonna discuss here) don't bother me. yet. and that's what matters right?

On a ...erm... lighter? note, CALCULUS IS SO HARD. I don't get it, and I got (drumroll please) 2 out of 4. I BETTER get an A this semester. I have really worked my butt off, as has everyone I have talked to. So ha.

And soon is the..COLLEGE MEETING. (ominous music) My father really enjoys stressing me out about college, as if I am supposed to know exactly what college and major I want to go to/have, as well as a career path carefully planned out. Well I don't. at all.

Allright bye dudes. Think about my proposition please?

Love Noam.

...doodley doodley do...

dude. I totally know my Peter and the Wolf part...w00t! I mean cr00t!

nothing to do...we have SO much homework. The more homework I have, the less I want to do any homework at all. I think it is because I lose hope that I will ever finish it all.

Ariana come back. I need to talk to you big time. Tu me manques... is that right? man I don't get that verb...

Oooh speaking of verbs, in English class Friday, Farid was confused about something (how rare of an occurence) having to do with verbs, and Becca goes: VERB - It's what you do. It was so cool because we actually used it!!! hottly awesome.

Are you OUT OF THE CIRCLE OF LIFE? maybe.... I am trying to come up with a cool phrase having to do with every disney movie guys, so far I have 1. lets' see...whole new world, once upon a dream, etc. If anyone has any ideas...

Ooookay. Love, Noam

...OMFG...

hands down this is the best day I can ever remember, will always remember.

okay so maybe not the best day. but definitely one of.

So this weekend's activities:

-flew back from Israel on thur./fri. and my butt hurts from sitting on this bar thing while we were waiting to check in for AT LEAST ONE HOUR. yeah that sucked. but I finished my scarf on the second flight, and was listening to Mexican Wine on a United Airlines flight!

-got home at 6 ish, it was COLD and the party was at a perfect time to schedule rides and take a shower before...

-New Year's Party!!! at Mo's house. Yep. Fun, Friends, and a new year. Could it get any better? Oh and of course: NOEL!!! Best movie ever. We also took some pictures that could make Mo BE a happiness. And ate food that was NOT airplane food for the first time in like 3 days. yay. Then at 12 (12:04) we celebrated and SOME people would not shut up for Eddie Izzard. Jingly earrings and a hott suicidal butterfly scarf are what I got out of this.... yay!

-Got back from that and apparently my mom had woken up at 12:15. which is before I was even home... Yay. but she went back to sleep.I was so surprisingly not tired and jetlagged then, yipee!

-humdedum. Saturday with no dance--> really weird. but it was fun. Started out really uneventful and AIM-like and whoa its raining. sorry ANYWAYS, people invaded my house (well I've never done that before). So I gave them some Israeli chocolatey stuff and then we read "I like what I am". That is the best book in the history of the universe by the way. so if you need something to do on a rainy day such as today, you should totally read it. It might just take you the whole day. We discovered that Mo does in fact read faster than Ella ( 6 years old, good job Mo) so it didn't take quite as long as last time, although I probably could have finished approximately 37 math homeworks during the time that Mo read it. Maybe 36 because I am getting a little forgetful about how to do derivatives lalala....

-Wow that was a long tangent so I am starting a new bullet point. So yeah in case you couldn't figure it out the people were Mo, Domier, Djimmy and Abby. And because it was *PERFECT WEATHER* to go biking, that's what we did. Actually no first we went to MSP while Abby and Domier fixed my bike, Mo and Jimmy and I did NOT go deaf. It was very good. So that is arguably an MSPP, but it was kinda short. wait wait wait. I forgot us going to my room but basically we discovered my bed that is so silent, ate jelly beans and saw my huge collection of suicidal butterfly items (2). Well this post seems to be going in perfect chronological order so far, only BACKWARDS. Oh well tant pis!

-we biked and stuff. It was cold. After going to the house that is one short block after Angie's house, we went to Mo's where we ate food. And certain people failed to spell cookie...(scandal Oh dear). Yeppers. eventually (after reading the jimmyeatworld and Domier's mom calling him waaay too many times) I left. not on my bike though because it was still yucky.

-Phew well finallly that is over. It's OVER.

and now its time to...not post anymore. Because I REALLY want to post about sunday...but TOF. I have spent this whole day... not posting and thinking about how I should be. So you might just have to live without that wonderful update. Maybe I will later.....lalala and torpedo to all!

I was so happy this morning I wanted to jump around and do cartwheels. I had so much energy I really should have jumped off a building or something. At least Ariana would be happy ;).

P.S. maybe it WAS actually a torpedo that hit and messed up the school's electricity?
or maybe Jimmy ate the world and that screwed things up.